ibelieveher

No.

Not say.

Do.

Hold you.
Hold me.

Mourn.
Weep.
Sleep.

Tomorrow,
we prepare for the fight
of our lives.

No.

Not say.

Fight.

for now

I was called to check on the stove.
I was late for work-

so I didn't. 

I was asked
to make sure...

However-

(Later)

From work I could see
a dark grey
cloud off in the
distance-

There is a moment of panic...

What are the chances?
What are the odds?

Of all the mistakes
Home is everything.

What's so important that it can't wait?

To know 

To know for sure...

What's so important that it can't wait?

If I have lost everything,
it can wait.

Phaser

[Draft 1}

There are many versions of the future,
when you close your eyes.

[ido a call back open your eyes' something like you have to close your eyes when you think of hte future and think about stickig when your eyes as a motif thenn end it with a open your fuking eyes to the truth moment  or like because when I open my eyes i see this horrible shit] 

Those kids on the news
telling the world
they demand
a better version of it.

God bless them

The future is unwritten,

until you make it permanent like ink into skin

[Action not words 

they have thier phrases 

like liberty and freedom

just not for you 

liberty and freedom 

thiers never you]

what happens, is in the hands of those who hold the future,
hold tight-

choke the shit out those in your way.

the will claim its just a phase
that
you will out grow justice-

to own a car,
to own a big screen
to own a debt at a reasonable interest percentage rate


The future they envision
even in Utopia
even when the Russians,
the Africans Americans
the Javanese,
the Vulcan,

and fuckin' Scotty beamin every ones ass up-

there are still carrying guns-

They still envision a world

that needs guns

still have guns with the choice to kill
or set your phasers to stun....

the choice to kill
the willingness' to kill

the will claim its just a phase
that
you will out grow justice-

Hold together

Hold Strong

Hold that fist in the air

Then swing it like comet racing down from the heavens!

Like the comet 

these dinosaur fucks 

will never see you coming 

impossible to ignore

(B- Side)


Dolores wears a wedding dress of see through ivory lace and chiffon,
tall white laced boots, as her groom arrives by horse.

Aileen buys a Cranberries cd at the Northridge Mall, while on our
class field trip. She unwraps it on the bus. I am in love with her friend.

Boy George ruins Linger for me
with a juvenile remark in a magazine.
Fuck him.

Rogin blast enemies on the arcade screen, singing "and your
tanks and bombs and your guns" in the doughnut shop.

And eternally, Elton will be unable to find his CD, raises his hand and
asks to go to the quad before somebody snags it.
As if.