Friday, August 12, 2022

Semantics of Kind Violent Violets

"They got a message for the action man!"

 The violence- 
 The violence on the big screen is like a poem 
 for those that have bad taste-

I got bad taste-
for this and god knows what else action figure...

Which I own-
still lining the wall.

Look at those cave men go.

 Action movies

 verbs gimme verbs
 fun to funky

 Oh no, don't say it's true...

I'm happy-
Hope you're happy too-

The projector on the screen-
She's lived it ten times or more-


 "...feeling an all time low..." 

Men of action have no time for this!

My mother says to get things
done-

you 
better not mess with... 
better not mess with,
better not

Monday, March 28, 2022

remixy mxy


Luna gardenia de plata,
Que en mi serenata,
Te vuelves canción,

He was in love.
Poor guy
A shoe maker,
in love with a 
teacher.

He could barely read.
but 
he loved her so much
he learned.

But she left 
anyways.

He was so in love.

Por una morena de dulce mirar,
Luna de Xelajú,


Broken hearted he left
town for the big city.
There 
he met his wife 
soon after.

The other would return too late.
Too late.

The locals call it Xela 
I call the place where the moon
give lovers a hope
in a place where its hard to come by

En mis noches de amor
Hoy consuela mi pena
Por una morena que me abandono




Wednesday, July 10, 2019

small brown hands

There was a white face
that spoke on the T.V.

He said the brown
small faces,
taken from their
brown mothers as
their brown hands reach-

were being sent 
to the equivalent of 
a Summer Camp.

Summer Camp
like the ones named
after the red faces
killed off long ago
by the great great great
fathers of white faces

Summer Camp
with
Small brown hands
making leather wallets
arts and crafts
(glitter and beads)
first kisses
canoeing on sleepy lakes

singing by campfire.

yes white face this is a camp.

sexual assault
illness
death

this is that kind of camp-
killing something inside them
some will never have words for
small brown hands always reaching-
until they close shut.

small brown hands in fists
they will carry for life










Wednesday, January 16, 2019

Electro Boy vs La Paleta

Paleta /pa*let*a/  1.Spanish word for wooden paddle shaped stirrer or spatula used in cooking. 2. Spanish word for ice Popsicle made of fruit. 
(For the purposes of this written work, the first definition is appropriate)



As a young boy,
I would get into trouble around the apartment
while my mother would cook in the kitchen.

One time,
I was foolin' around the wall socket.
And to my surprise, I felt the jolt run through
my tiny body.

I must have cried out because,
my mother,
came from the kitchen
with a wooden paleta in her hand
to administer Guatemalan Justice.

(perhaps for messing with the wall socket
 or something else.
 I don't remember...)

But, what I do remember...
is the paleta broke.

Based on my then child genius powers of deduction,
I had concluded that the electricity had
granted me
Super Powers.

Powers beyond my wildest imagination.
and those days,
I had quite a wild one.

I was the Extraordinary Electro Boy-

Indestructible,
and
most importantly
Paleta proof.

I believed this.

But curiosity killed the
Electro Boy.

I asked my mother,
if electricity made you strong.

"No." she said.
"The paleta was just old and worn."

Needless to say,
I was shocked!

Disappointed to
no longer be
the Extraordinary Electro Boy-

My mother would,
replace the once defeated paleta.

She would continue to
stir meal after meal for
me.

Frijole Negro in a pot.

For Breakfast
For Dinner
For My Birthday

She would stir meal after
meal for me.

Extraordinary-
Indestructible-
Paleta Proof...
No.

Instead I became
strong,
(from boy to man)
raised on
black beans and tortillas.

(and the occasional paleta
smack down
to make you good as well as strong.)

The Paleta always wins,
one way or another.













Saturday, October 06, 2018

ibelieveher

No.

Not say.

Do.

Hold you.
Hold me.

Mourn.
Weep.
Sleep.

Tomorrow,
we prepare for the fight
of our lives.

No.

Not say.

Fight.

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

for now

I was called to check on the stove.
I was late for work-
so I didn't. 

I was asked
to make sure...

However-
(Later)

From work I could see
a dark grey
cloud off in the
distance-

There is a moment of panic...

What are the chances?
What are the odds?

Of all the mistakes
Home is everything.

What's so important that it can't wait?
To know 
To know for sure...

What's so important that it can't wait?

If I have lost everything,
it can wait.

Wednesday, February 21, 2018

Phaser

[Draft 1}

There are many versions of the future,
when you close your eyes.

[ido a call back open your eyes' something like you have to close your eyes when you think of hte future and think about stickig when your eyes as a motif thenn end it with a open your fuking eyes to the truth moment  or like because when I open my eyes i see this horrible shit] 

Those kids on the news
telling the world
they demand
a better version of it.

God bless them

The future is unwritten,
until you make it permanent like ink into skin


[Action not words 
they have thier phrases 
like liberty and freedom
just not for you 
liberty and freedom 
thiers never you]


what happens, is in the hands of those who hold the future,
hold tight-
choke the shit out those in your way.

the will claim its just a phase
that
you will out grow justice-

to own a car,
to own a big screen
to own a debt at a reasonable interest percentage rate


The future they envision
even in Utopia
even when the Russians,
the Africans Americans
the Javanese,
the Vulcan,
and fuckin' Scotty beamin every ones ass up-

there are still carrying guns-

They still envision a world
that needs guns

still have guns with the choice to kill
or set your phasers to stun....

the choice to kill
the willingness' to kill

the will claim its just a phase
that
you will out grow justice-

Hold together
Hold Strong
Hold that fist in the air

Then swing it like comet racing down from the heavens!

Like the comet 
these dinosaur fucks 
will never see you coming 





Tuesday, January 16, 2018

impossible to ignore

(B- Side)


Dolores wears a wedding dress of see through ivory lace and chiffon,
tall white laced boots, as her groom arrives by horse.

Aileen buys a Cranberries cd at the Northridge Mall, while on our
class field trip. She unwraps it on the bus. I am in love with her friend.

Boy George ruins Linger for me
with a juvenile remark in a magazine.
Fuck him.

Rogin blast enemies on the arcade screen, singing "and your
tanks and bombs and your guns" in the doughnut shop.

And eternally, Elton will be unable to find his CD, raises his hand and
asks to go to the quad before somebody snags it.
As if.