tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62217072024-03-28T13:03:55.811-07:00Los BrainiacsPoetry, that's all you gotta knowThe Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.comBlogger358125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-59694565844545427772024-01-24T18:09:00.000-08:002024-03-28T12:46:16.355-07:00Wha or Nothin Rhymes with ElseYou fought it with all you had.You can tell everyone in a full page Sunday ad-Your hands left raw, blistered and bleedingfrom holding onto what was already gone-and won't be needing.You held on tightly,empty handed-Confess now...Was it my pridewere we slightly landed or our vow to die or rideRegardlessIt's what the script demanded Sittin with an empty cup.You can sayThe Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-13523541357885856822024-01-15T21:27:00.000-08:002024-01-15T21:27:26.702-08:00Aquarius X"Yesterday, I was the dream weaver, but now I am rebornI was the Walrus, but now I am John." -J L{Draft 1}The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-90109957233333317502023-12-11T21:38:00.000-08:002023-12-11T22:13:05.335-08:0010 Reasons I Wanna Write Part 1 (As posed in Writing Down the Bones by N. Goldberg)I want to write because...1) the 17 year old still in me, is still trying so fucking hard to impress her.2) Bukowski made personal truth seem more important than fitting in.3) I'm sad.4) I want to use poetry as bait, to land and fall in love with a girl whose mother and father loved her, and raised her to not be broken, maybe she'll let me The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-56998319604333186572023-12-06T16:02:00.000-08:002024-03-27T13:52:28.956-07:00Pirates of the Not Caring After Being There{workin draft)I’m on my wayYou drew me a map and on it an x -ItMarked the spot. You buried me deep down-Like aPirate. Saving booty for The shipwreck sailors Holding limes for scurvy (expand scurrvy to coded std on then a fuked up you cant give what yo dont have motif)Peg legs to jam into square holesAnd parrots who don’t feel like talking.I know the map by heartAnd I got The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-39306303408495209062023-12-04T17:27:00.000-08:002023-12-11T21:44:46.178-08:00Atoms We close our eyes-It is cold ,but we are looking for a moment where the absence of light and color reveals the world outside- not the onethat only exists inside our minds. We are in a chilly darknesswhere everything disappears Invisibleatoms of air enter you,you exhale -I breathe in atoms of air In the invisible world the The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-75430139116876429792023-11-30T15:28:00.000-08:002023-12-11T21:55:50.630-08:00Bitch PleaseDon't say thatDon't do thatThink thisThink thatWe don't use those wordsYou must be thisor else I wont be thatYou must be Be exactly like meWe are not allowed to saydothinkOr else Or elseBitch Please, it’s not my fault you can’t makeArt. The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-1942305544033526622023-11-30T15:20:00.000-08:002023-12-10T19:39:29.397-08:00Putting the Fun back In( From the Death is Just a Number Series)The family fell apart.My fault they insist.Final straw and whatnot.Bullshit I say.Nothing last forever,even their stupid and petty hate.I find funerals havea funny way of bringing people together.You can tell everything you wish you could say then.In that silence you can imagine whatever bullshityou want.but even6 feet of The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-38558667050719941952023-11-24T22:33:00.000-08:002023-12-10T21:58:31.846-08:00There's plenty of Time(From the Death is Just a Number Series)I could hear your voice for a second say"Don't trip chocolate chip"The last time we spoke was about 15 years ago-Where did the time go? You died in the pandemicI didn't attend the funeral.I tried to reach your mother.I tried.There was no time.We fought. But we never mended.I was gonna try,one day. There was no time.I came to The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-27072312399389949952023-11-07T19:38:00.005-08:002023-11-08T23:30:33.566-08:00Guatefornia 1st draft the Barnes and noble version Some people leave their HeartsIn San Francisco-Some Sing California Girls[[use the lyrics to that old timely song]Some place so Cold and far[sinatra lady tramp quote?]And yesThere is Gold in dem dar hillsCalifornia a promise A lieA prayer[get rich quick scheme And all the hopes Of the world AreBorn The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-77949650462379424032023-10-08T22:12:00.007-07:002023-10-22T21:54:03.379-07:00In Bad ShapeFor V.Oh I don't know....I've seen worse.It could be worse-Ah who we kiddin'You're in bad shape.This is a "this too shall pass "kinda deal right?The way I see it,Your a little banged out shape, but-we can fix you up back to tip topwe can fix you up in no time.In no time.....No time....Ah fuck who we kiddin'you're in pretty bad shape,and it ain't pretty-but on the Brightside The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-13149589408077706192023-10-08T21:36:00.006-07:002023-10-22T00:39:08.486-07:00To MeI no longer want to leave the party early-It took a lot of work to remain.stay.fight.I no longerwant to sneak out the back without saying bye, cuzI didn't wanna get talked out of it.I no longer want the easy way out.I am no longer aneasy way out kind of guy. My sister says I am dead to her.She poisons the ear of the other.As my mother fights to remain.As my The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-77425229819004580212023-10-06T00:06:00.004-07:002023-11-30T15:22:18.038-08:00The Stuff That Dreams are Made Of ‘nihilo sanctum estne?’- RushmoreGood ol' Gilgamesh-We were worried Hasn't hung out for Happy Hour, Hung over Hungry HornyHowling-Giving a "Good Grief"Having a Half a Mind too-Giving em Hell!You and Enkidu-yelling "Lets fuck with the gods"!(Till he got himself killed)You were dreaming of becoming immortal,till she came along-Saying "You are made of stars"But The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-57379865827465475942023-07-06T16:46:00.009-07:002023-07-06T22:02:09.697-07:00Don't Go "Shall we look at the moon, my little loon? Why do you cry? Make the most of your life, while it is rifeWhile it is light" - Sufjan StevenYour love, it is what I want most in this miserable world.You are in all women.You are the voice in my headDon't goYour love when did I lose it?I'm the baby in your arms I am my fathers crueltyDon't goYou tried so hard,I The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-56341648757808665982023-07-06T03:48:00.004-07:002023-10-29T13:51:50.440-07:00Mitch Kramer I don't think we are going to find the arcade?Roll me a ciggy, yeah?I'll have a Macha as well.Let me cut your hair,put a bowl onyour head and give you bangs.You told me I told the Guatemalangirl it would never work outTell her that's my sisters name.This is what I needed-I see you old friend.andyou see me.Michelle is listening to Spoon.My work here is done.The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-51648560855320482052023-07-06T03:37:00.005-07:002023-07-06T17:42:55.503-07:00No No Its Cool, Sam's A Therapist 'Ardently do today what must be done. Who knows? Tomorrow, death comes"- Da Homie Siddhartha GautamaI. II.This kind of shit just happens at this dive.Like the time the one arm lawyer with the two chicks from Estonia,(not prostitutes, I'm sure)told me he probably knew Morganmaybe from that lawyer groupor the StarTrek set from the time he got beamed up by The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-46724693771423967482023-07-04T16:18:00.006-07:002023-07-04T16:39:43.724-07:00In Depend Dance Day"But it's my pride yes it is, yes it is, oh yes it is yeah "- JLYou said to not to come overfor awhilea long whileWe were gonna see the fireworks provided by the good people of East L.AI was gonna seethe fireworksin you.But all the otherplans so many.[But I get it,the other one been filling up mysuggestion box as well.]I am suppose to come backwith Mezcal and Fresh Fruit?Can IThe Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-5921184620882379622023-07-03T17:02:00.004-07:002023-07-04T21:37:55.830-07:00Wrong Answers Only PleaseBoth of em'Jesus what are chancestoday the play falls apart.I know I knowI fucked it up.But Back to Back I know I knowI told you soolike clockworklike coordinationlike cahoots One does the math adding me up then by subtractionand Other wants to recommend reading material documents and sites tohelp assist in my self careHarvard Law in theThe Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-91951387850695320682023-07-01T12:15:00.015-07:002023-07-04T16:41:00.163-07:00The Sexy Divorcee"I aint gonna work on Maggie's Farm no more"- Bobby DI'm just an innocent-just a boy in his 40'snaïve to the ways of the world,don't know any women just girls.Thinking cynicism isa type of spice that goes on piesI give it the old college try. I'm friends with the Sexy Divorcee,what can I say?Like a Belle and Sebastian song,everything so right but so wrong. The situation The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-72596961340470779662023-06-30T16:59:00.010-07:002023-07-04T18:41:51.807-07:00A Week of Love Songs "Do you re member me?"- J. Scottwhat did you think would happen-you got me listening to these songs of love and longing, so I can practice my Jill Scott.Its Love, The Way ect ect How am I not suppose to think of you,listening to love songs over and over (Crimson and Clover)You are not even gonna take me-Are you?Week full of love songs.You'd say that's My problem.but you know,The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-67450646444028557312023-06-30T16:42:00.004-07:002023-07-02T13:46:20.414-07:00Crumble[Before the whole cookie crumbles alt title]You've been leaving crumbs hoping I'll starve.But I was already left for dead.Your crumbs will not sate the hunger-(The hunger is just always there)Noyour crumbs are just enough to keep me alive,for now.Just enoughto collect over time and lay them on the ground when the day comes, you lead me The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-49522982517607622152023-06-30T03:27:00.008-07:002023-07-01T09:26:12.288-07:00Erica with Bangs Honey I'm here to think about her,Drink-Sing into this microphoneto strangers.Get it out-(one way or another)Erica is rockin out-you keep dancing with fury of youth.Your energy rocks louder than any voice in this dive.I tell you: you are my rock and roll hero.I hug my rock and roll hero. She's got bangs. She would wouldn't she.(Who lets babies into bars )This song The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-3876002275672574382023-06-13T17:51:00.068-07:002023-10-22T23:12:18.123-07:00Andrew Dreams of Trains (From the Getaway Series)His eyes go wide with the love for trains.He can't hide it.Enthusiasm is contagious-Clack Clack Clackand in the background-there is the sound of the ocean tide.Ah little one (Le Petit Prince) Standing behind your mother Like a light house guiding youin this life.Keeping you safe.You peek as she stands proud and one day you will want to The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-42245941873330848772023-06-12T14:38:00.117-07:002023-10-26T21:25:10.007-07:00No the Jeff Buckely Version (From the Getaway series)Therein that old room of yours-the music that played was the sound of youth.I was so young, careless and clueless about who you were-how much you would stay a part of me."But you don't really care for music do you?"Therein that room mattress on the floor listening to your music collection- Grant Lee Buffalo-Hefner- The Replacements-(and I The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-11233049125010459092023-04-11T00:51:00.005-07:002023-04-22T17:20:23.158-07:00Billionaires Will Save Us Billionaires will save us Emerging from the sun.They will ride in chariots of gold Billionaires will teach the savage to grow cropsOf maize and durumThey will heal the sick and the lame.They will bring the gift of song and dance.They will save us all.They will slay the monsters under beds and in closetsThey will take on big tobaccoThey will part the sea TheyThe Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6221707.post-31826369782109369012022-09-11T20:19:00.004-07:002022-09-11T20:25:17.294-07:00shoulda Shoulda told one or the other I would slit the throat of the last unicorn for a taste.Shouldaasked one or the other to promShouldacarved one of their names on my skin with a rusty spoon.Shouldaleft one of them barefoot and pregnant and the other with a child sucken at the teatwaiting on me to come back cuz I've gone out for a pack of smokes....But their angels The Nefarious Xhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08048889415064088768noreply@blogger.com0