You are such a part of me,
sometimes-
I don't realize the extent until I look at the art I've made.
It's there-
and when
I think
you
might
notice -
I get self conscious-
I get little nervous
and
sentimental.
But I cant hide it -
Why would I?
If I'm honest these words only exists, in part
because of you.
Thank you for the gift
of you-
the love,
the art,
the poetry
As a boy, my world
was much smaller before you.
I don't know what I'm sayin...
except:
I was so lucky to have met
you-
In Youth
In the Valley
In the Bay
In art
In memory
In friendship
You are safe harbor-
from storms
and
nightmares.
You are trust.
You are comfort
You are forgiveness
And-
You are happy with
the woman you love.
I am
happy for you.
Your loved one was kind to me-
welcoming.
I like her,
she reminds me of someone-
from the cigarettes,
n' brown skin
right down to the Dickies jacket.
Don't worry-
I didn't notice the resemblance.
Don't worry
I don't think you have a type.
You sometimes appear in my art,
my friend,
mostly in memories now-
and everywhere,
where there is faintest smell of sandalwood.
Do not fear
my intentions with these words-
with these
words that you can read,
and feel,
they will always be too much.
as I was,
as I am
too much.
We are family,
loved-
safe
still there.
I am happy for you.
I can't hide it -
Why would I?